After Me

I'm Extremely afraid of spiders. I afraid to the point that I actually fear that they're out to get me. Ridiculous, I know, but I can't ban the thought from my mind. Yesterday in the shower, one tried to jump me and wound up on the wall near me. I pretended to let it live before I drowned the sucker like I do with any spider that so rudely drops in on me while I'm naked, vulnerable and showering. Then today, while I was cleaning horse stalls, one was headed my way so I shoveled him into the wheel barrel, and then another dropped down behind me three stalls later. I damn near had a heart attack when I turned and saw him. You know, I'd be just fine if they could just stay out of my sight.

I hate when things can't turn out right. You want it to go one way, you will it to go one way, and it completely ignores you and does whatever the hell it feels like. I had planned on hitting bed early tonight. Slip in around ten or ten thirty. I'm not asleep,and it's twelve forty-seven. This always happens though. I get my mind set on something and that something screws up everything else.

I'm too tired to go on. I'll post again...later today I hope. Again, I copyright all this and if you use it without my permission I will find you and sue you.

To all of you, any of you, if there's anyone, have a nice day,
Yours Truly.

The First Peek

I've always wanted to start a blog. I never knew what to write about though. I never thought I had anything good enough to say. This morning though, I was thinking, when I write out my thoughts on regular paper it doesn't help because I'm talking to myself and that's all I do anyway. So, in order to clear my head I have to talk to some one else. The problem with that is that I'm not the best at putting my thoughts into words and talking face to face with others, not to mention I don't have a lot of friends that would understand, care, or listen to me. Often, what they're talking about doesn't always relate to what's rolling around in my head. So this is my way of talking to other people, and getting my thoughts down, whatever comes into my head, whenever it comes into my head.

So that's it for right now, short, but to the point, and now you know what this is all about. Here is my warning, the contents of my mind are scrambled and often very strange. At times I can ramble on none -sense. Many things are speculations, dreams, problems. I'll try to keep it at least pg-13, but no promises, and I am copyrighting this and if I see any of this used without my expressed permission, I can and will sue you, cause yes I am that desperate for the money.

So to all of you, any of you, if there's anyone:
Have a nice day, and enjoy the rest of your day.

Yours truly.